Nov 18 2025

The Password Lesson You Only Learn Once

As of a few days ago, I have experienced one of the worst things you could possibly experience in a digital life. I have completely lost access to my password manager database. Despite my best to be as diligent as possible, I have completely failed to properly secure my database of 300-400 accounts from the worst case scenario, and I have failed to create a safety net for said scenario to recover from. While I am lucky that it only resulted an annoying and very time-consuming process of resetting everything, and with small losses of nearly unimportant accounts, it could’ve been far worse. I am thankful to have this experience to learn and not lose more than I already did. In order to properly explain what led me to this point, I need to tell you the story.

I’ve been a loyal KeePass user for many years. Ever since I started to take more notice of how insecure it is to reuse the same terrible password for all the websites and services, I set up my own database locally, and maintained it for somewhere around 4 years. I made no backups of anything at the time, other than still locally on a USB stick, as my idea of a good master password was “randomly generated and in a txt next to the database file”, which is… not great opsec. And it always felt a bit suffocating to not be able to create proper backups.

So a few days ago, I set a new one that I thought I could very easily remember. I was so confident in my memory of that password, that the only information about it that I left behind was some small clues and a riddle, and I figured that if I forgot somehow, I’d be able to recover it from that small bit of information. I made sure to periodically practice many times on remembering and entering the password, and I went on my merry way.

Fast forward to a few hours later. I’ve been doing my usual business and I figured that now would be a great time to remember the password and re-enter it again. So I diligently entered it character by character, and made sure that it was correctly entered. I pressed enter, immediately expecting to see the rows of delicious account information I held close for a long time.

It didn’t work.

Perplexed, I entered it again, making doubly sure that I did it correctly.

It still didn’t work.

A sense of panic began to slowly creep into my body. I calmed myself down, and double checked the emergency sheets of vague information I left behind. But I wasn’t able to get anything useful from it. Re-entering various alterations of the password I was sure were correct did nothing. The panic only grew with each attempt and new idea on how to get back into that goddamn database.

At some point, I realized that shit hit the fan and that I was properly screwed. I still tried to cling on to the withering feeling of denial, and tried so many other things to get it back. Trying various password cracking tools with my failed variations of the password didn’t work. Angrily speaking all sorts of insults relating to ineptitude and mental deficiency to myself didn’t work. Sleeping on it and trying to remember didn’t work. I was stuck for good. I eventually just gave up with focusing on getting it back, and conceded with the fact that I’ll have to start from scratch.

I took this opportunity to switch to Bitwarden for easier syncing options between devices, and went through every account I could find and think of to reset its password. Thankfully, every account that is super important was saved and now in the new database for me to keep using. The only real losses I’m aware of at the moment are one e-mail account with no recovery options that I moved everything I could from, one e-mail account I never used, and probably some other throwaways or old accounts I stopped using. There’s still many more accounts I haven’t saved yet, but at least they’re a password reset away from being usable again. And this time, I took the time to create a proper emergency sheet with backup codes that I have encrypted and created backups for with the 3-2-1 backup rule.

With the entire lead-up to the point of no return, it’s not hard to see why it all unfolded the way it did. The gross negligence and unfounded overconfidence within me at the time were quite palpable, and were the root problems that led me to this situation. While I’ve always been vaguely aware that my current standards for data are woefully poor to properly save all of it, being short on funds means that there is currently no proper way for improvement for me in this regard. However, my password database was so light and easy enough to save and create recovery options for, that there was no excuse to not do it better. I took everything in it and about it for granted, and didn’t realize the fragility of my digital life and human memory. The idea that I could, in fact, just not remember the one key needed to everything I have completely slipped my mind, and I paid a not inconsiderate price for it.

Needless to say, with the proper precautions I have executed now, it is the lesson I will only learn once.

By • Nonsense • 0

May 2 2025

The Other Yoshibox Part 2: Bloaty Bloaty Bloat Bloat

It’s been a hot minute since I wrote anything for the blog, I’ll admit. I have plenty of dead drafts sitting on my WordPress dashboard that I never finished, and I struggle to really motivate myself to write anything for the blog. But I might as well write some more about my XP PC while I’m here.

You may be familiar with my XP PC if you read my previous post about it. While I haven’t exactly used it much since then, it is still a source of coziness I occasionally return to, mostly just to play Bejeweled 3 or something. I enjoy tinkering with it and installing new software on it every now and then, most of it being games I find on archive.org and think I might play.

That being said, I never really delved into the technical side of it, nor have I provided a single update on it since a year ago when the previous post on it was published. So here it is in all its glory.

For the technically minded, the specs of my XP PC are:
– CPU: AMD Athlon II X3 445
– Motherboard: ASUS M4A785-M
– RAM: Kingston HyperX 4GB (2x2GB) DDR2-800
– GPU: ATI Radeon HD 4850
– Sound Card: Creative Labs Sound Blaster X-Fi Titanium (SB0880)
– Power Supply: Corsair CX450

It’s pretty funny to me that this PC (and by extension my first ever PC, as a lot of the components are shared) happens to have a tri-core CPU. It’s always been a bit of an interesting curiosity to me in recent years, but back when I actually used it as a daily driver as a kid, I never cared or paid much attention to it (except for it being slower than I’d like around the time it was replaced). Some other interesting parts (though not originally in my first PC) include a 250 GB HP Enterprise hard drive as the main HDD and a DVD-RAM optical drive mostly used for regular CD/DVD reading. No clue where my dad got those enterprise-tier parts but sure.

Of course, the other highlight of the build is the sound card (at least, in my opinion). It’s actually an upgrade that I literally installed today, mostly for hardware accelerated EAX on the supported games. I lucked out on getting the final X-Fi card that is compatible with XP while still being very up-to-date for my purposes. Honestly, considering I have a good pair of cans to justify it, I should look into getting a DAC/Amp for my main PC or even a newer sound card. We’ll see if that ever turns into anything. But for now, I get to enjoy higher quality output from my XP computer to my TV’s internal speakers, lol.

As for the updates: most of it is just more software/games installed, to the point where the hard drive is slowly but surely getting filled. I actually thought about formatting it and reinstalling XP for a cleaner and more focused system, but I find it hard to part with installs that I’ve had for years, so I won’t do that for now. Here’s the desktop in its current iteration:

That is it for now. I may or may not properly get into the swing of things and write more for this dead blog that like 2 people read at any point in time, but for now, enjoy this small bundle of XP-focused joy written up by yours truly.

By • Nonsense • 0

Mar 21 2024

NONA REEVES and Why I Hate Region Locking

Since the magical year of 2020, I have been listening to the J-Pop band NONA REEVES. While their music might seem generic to some, I still really enjoy it, and it’s a welcome and catchy break from the other types of music I listen to. However, this post won’t be about NONA REEVES themselves, as much as it will be about cases of availability similar to the music of NONA REEVES.

You see, the band doesn’t seem to be particularly popular outside of Japan. Beyond that one Parappa anime remix of one of their songs, their catalog seems to be really obscure and hard to find in the west, especially their post-2001 output. I recently found out that all of their newer music IS in fact available on services like Spotify and YouTube Music, but it is nearly impossible to listen to if you’re not in Japan. As someone who extensively uses Spotify and YouTube for music on the go, this was really disappointing and frustrating to me, to the point where I uploaded some of their albums to the wider YouTube sphere, for my own convenience and for other people to find and listen to.

It isn’t just NONA REEVES however that suffers from being unavailable beyond it’s origin country. Games and some of the more obscure media of the movie and music variety have been somewhat difficult to access for decades before the Internet age, and even a period during said age. And I always hated this practice.

Games were more understandable back when analog TVs were the norm and varying frequencies of equipment would result in an unviewable image. However, this practice continued well into the 7th generation of gaming, when digital TVs that could handle both 50/60hz becoming more widely available, with the Xbox 360 and Wii being the prime examples of this. Hell, the main motivator for the development of the Xbox 360 emulator Xenia was the creator not being able to play imported titles on his consoles. The PS3 was region free in the same generation, so there really was no genuine reason to region lock consoles anymore, other than having total control, which corporations would seemingly never give up a sliver of when it comes to their consoles.

Movies and music however? Less excusable, technologically speaking. Culturally, some culture-specific media would be difficult for other audiences to engage with back in the day, but they didn’t even give those audiences the option to engage with it. Whether that’s out of ignorance, greed, lack of budget, or biases, the initial reason varies, but the end result is the same. Less media for the people. And it sucks.

Thankfully, region locking isn’t nearly as prevalent of an issue as it used to be. The internet has allowed greater access to content from other regions, and companies have done much better jobs with allowing others to engage with media that didn’t release in their region for one reason or another. And that only makes it sting more, when some labels or companies still have their head up their ass in the name of “tradition” and STILL do this kind of bullshit.

One particular country that still seems to be fond of region locking is Japan. I already named the NONA REEVES example, but one other example I’m thinking of at the moment is the internet radio service Radiko, which is flat-out unavailable outside of Japan, unless you use a VPN or a browser extension to bypass the draconian restrictions. Normally some obscure service being unavailable wouldn’t be that bothersome, but Radiko, if I remember correctly, is the main service of Japanese internet radios, with only a small handful of globally available stations. So if you grew a liking to, or are interested in, Japanese internet radio, then you’re basically screwed and can’t access the vast majority of that space, because some asshole thought it would be brilliant if people were shown the door for not being in the correct country. (Not even really that effective when you can bypass it with a FUCKING BROWSER EXTENSION.)

Thinking about region locking has given me another brilliant example of Gaben’s “Piracy is a service problem” quote being eternally correct. If the consumer is given no choice in accessing the media they’re interested in, why should people shed a tear for your product or service being inevitably pirated? If you genuinely care, put in the effort to make your stuff available, and I’ll pay up. Games and movies have both made strides in being more accessible, either with availability or streaming, and therefore, for the time being, reducing the amount of piracy done on them. Of course, pirates will always exist, whether that’s due to lack of money or some other form of inaccessibility, but that’s a more complex topic than corporations would like you to believe. However, I don’t remember the last time I pirated a game unless I had a good reason to. I’m more compelled to give money where it’s due because of how easy it is to access what I want. And the more noticeable lack of region locking in the present has also done it’s part in this downtrend.

However, with streaming services being more compelled to become the internet version of cable TV, and older games being more and more unavailable as time goes on, one has to wonder if this downtrend will go back up in due time. And while region locking isn’t really comparable, it is funny and scary at the same time to wonder if it’s going to go through a similar fracture process. Probably not, but you never know. For now, I’m just happy that I can access more stuff legally whenever I want. NONA REEVES’ music notwithstanding.

By • Writings • 0

Mar 5 2024

The Top 5 Favorite Albums and Songs as of this date (the date on the blog post)

I usually don’t rank things I enjoy in any list whatsoever. The main reason is that I’m a terrible critic, and my ratings aren’t exactly reliable. I usually give games 4 stars even if they might be worse than one another. I’m a soak that either enjoys or hates media, without much care about precise ratings or preferring one to the other. Picking out specific favorites is even harder, as I have to consider a lot of variables, such as how it affected me and how much I enjoy and go back to it. Plus, I switch favorites all the time, so whatever list I might make some time will probably be outdated anyway the moment I find a new artist or game that genuinely left a huge impact on me.

That being said, I decided to make such a list anyway, as there are some picks that I actually believe are going to be pretty concrete and set in stone. If that ever changes so drastically that 85% of the post is outdated, I’ll make a new one, but for now, here’s my Top 5 Favorite Albums and Songs.

Some basic guidelines and notes first: I will only include one album/song per artist, otherwise both lists will be nothing but Steven Wilson and Porcupine Tree. The album/song counts as my favorite, if I replayed it to the point of memorization and I always fully enjoy it. Anything below #1 on both lists has completely interchangeable positions, and I don’t prefer one over the other. And finally, I keep each entry description to one or two sentences, as I’m not a very good music critic at all.

Albums

#5: The Campfire Headphase by Boards of Canada

Boards of Canada goodness with more guitar intertwined. Makes me wish for more of this sort of thing.

#4: MM..FOOD by MF DOOM

Very witty lyrics about food and genuinely great and unique beats.

#3: In Rainbows by Radiohead

Lots of catchy back-to-back bangers making for an album that flows wonderfully.

#2: Metropolis, Pt. 2: Scenes From a Memory by Dream Theater

An incredible progressive metal concept album about a man rediscovering his past life.

#1: Hand. Cannot. Erase. by Steven Wilson

If there’s a single album that I’ll use as the definitive proof that music is art, it’s this.

Songs

#5: Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd

Probably my favorite Pink Floyd track. Really enjoyable listen.

#4: Drive Home by Steven Wilson

The guitar solo at the end alone makes this a certified SW classic. Has a great music video to go along with it as well.

#3: With You Friends (Long Drive) by Skrillex

Oddly emotionally powerful for a Skrillex track, made me tear up a couple of times.

#2: Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence by Dream Theater

42 minute masterpiece about various mental illnesses. The best Dream Theater track ever made.

#1: Trains by Porcupine Tree

Beautiful song from what is arguably Porcupine Tree’s best album. My favorite track from their discography, and my favorite track of all time.

And so that was the list of albums and songs. I couldn’t really fit in a Porcupine Tree album in the album list, because there are so many classics to choose from that I genuinely couldn’t pick one. Also keep in mind, I don’t always listen to these specific albums and songs 24/7. I rotate a lot between certain albums whenever I feel like it. If you want a more comprehensive and larger list of albums I like, feel free to check out the music page on the main site.

By • Nonsense • 0

Feb 26 2024

The Other Yoshibox, also known as “Tarquin’s Seaweed Farm”

Since about 2018, I had a separate computer with old parts running Windows XP. However, due to the inconvenience of having to swap cables around every time I wanted to use it, it didn’t see a lot of runtime, especially with me playing games from the XP era on my modern computer (now named “yoshibox”, hence the post title) after fixing incompatibilities and other bugs. It was the same issue when I brought it out of the basement 4 years after I put it there. I really needed a separate setup for just that computer to really enjoy using it…

…and I eventually did assemble it! After finding a spare keyboard, mouse, mousepad and TV in a room in the basement, I got the urge to set up the XP computer there. So after finding all the appropriate cables and plugging it all in, I was able to enjoy all my childhood classics on my childhood OS in a neat little setup. In fact, it has seen a lot of usage since I assembled that setup, more than even my modern PC has recently. The convenience of being able to just instantly turn it on whenever I wanted really helped with increasing my desire to use it.

Now that the backstory is over and done with, I would like to describe the computer itself a little more.

Funnily enough, most of the parts in the computer are the exact same as my first ever PC from 2010. The CPU, motherboard and RAM are the exact parts that were in that first PC, and the graphics card was identical to the one I had in the first PC before it broke and was replaced. The PSU is not from the first PC, if I recall correctly, and the hard drive was also a separate acquisition. The hard drive from the first PC went on to be heavily used for about 11 years without a single issue, before I got my current PC and put the previous one in storage.

As you probably deduced with your master investigative skills, the operating system on the computer is none other than Windows XP. Specifically, it’s running Service Pack 3 with all of the post-SP3 updates and hotfixes obtained through the great Legacy Update. It also has a pretty sweet custom theme called Watercolor Emico (the light black variant, I believe?), which had to be patched in with a theme patcher.

The software on the computer is mostly old versions of modern software that I actually use on my current PC. A lot of them cut off XP support a while ago, so they’re pretty outdated versions, but I was pleasantly surprised to see VLC and WizTree in particular still support XP on their latest versions. They were probably the last programs I expected to still support XP after all this time. If you’d like to see some of the other software used, I have a list of most of them on my XP repository page.

The PC was obviously built to play games, so it is no surprise that most of the installed programs are games. I have installed some real classics like The Sims 2 and Grand Theft Auto: Vice City, but also some obscure no-name platformers from my childhood like Dracula Twins and The Three Musketeers. No idea why or how I stumbled upon them back then, but I enjoyed them a lot as a kid, and even tho they’re pretty mediocre, the fond memories still makes me enjoy playing them today.

(The “actual” PC name is COWLOVER, but I consider the OEM PC name to be the canonical one. It’s a reference to a Porcupine Tree demo cassette.)

So that’s my XP PC. It’s a pretty convenient box and place to conserve some childhood memories, with a little twist and additions from present me. You might think of this post as pretty dry and boring, but I honestly don’t care, I just find it fun to describe things like this, so that’s what I will continue to do for as long as I and this blog are alive.

Oh, and the computer also has the best bootscreen on Earth.

By • Nonsense • 2

Jan 11 2024

Why do people like GTA Definitive Edition now?

The title of this post is a question I’ve been having recently. In case you’re unaware, Grand Theft Auto: The Trilogy – Definitive Edition is a garbage, poorly-made “remaster” of the so-called 3D trilogy of Grand Theft Auto. It was based on the horrendously made mobile port codebase, and featured poorer graphics, terrible model “overhauls”, hilariously shoddy AI generated upscales, performance problems and glitches. Basically, it had the entire smorgasbord of awful game design and then some.

(Notice Ryder’s noodle arms. Thanks, Grove Street Games.)

On release, this piss poor attempt at re-selling 20-year old games with the same old engine under the hood but with a new renderer was rightfully called out for what it is. Many people were able to easily point out all of it’s constant glitches and faults, both technically and aesthetically, and was the subject of a lot of mockery, critique and memes for it’s entire lifetime. Almost.

Recently, with the new GTA VI trailer announcement, and even a new version on Mobile that re-introduced “Classic Lighting”, the general consensus of players seems to have shifted to a more positive one. For instance, the San Andreas DE Steam rating is now “Mostly Positive”, and many of the latest reviews are gloating about either how “good it is” or how “it’s actually not that bad”. And I simply find it baffling.

As someone who has spent tens, if not hundreds of hours playing these games, both before and after Definitive Edition’s release, I could instantly tell it was a sham and an inferior version of the games that I personally love to death. I even knew this was going to turn out poorly, after I found out who exactly made this version.

(For more detailed context, check out these videos from Vadim M. The TL;DR is that Grove Street Games, formerly known as War Drum Studios, was behind the terrible San Andreas mobile port, on which the Definitive Edition is based off of.)

And sure enough, my expectations were met, as the terrible ports were released in a terrible state and received terrible scores. To the surprise of, I guess the Rockstar faithful, but not to anyone who actually paid attention to the pre-release material. But now, almost everyone seems to, for some reason, love and defend this port, to the point where a GTA content creator I like to watch was called a “skinhead” for daring to criticize it. I wish I made that up.

So why doesn’t it deserve the newly-obtained admiration? Well, firstly, I completely dislike the idea of the “sell now, fix later” model that almost every AAA release seems to be doing now. People buy into hype, the game comes out as shit, people get angry, and then immediately forget everything that happened because “it’s good now”. They get so happy over it, that they defend the game to the bitter end and attack anyone who dares to point out the past wrongdoings of a soulless corporation that doesn’t see them as anything but walking dollars.

But, okay. Let’s say that they tried their best to fix it, 2 whole years after it originally came out and only on mobile for some reason. It still isn’t enough. It will never be enough. And that is because the problems of this version go all the way down to its fundamentals. Like I mentioned previously, the Definitive Edition is based off of the mobile version codebase, which was made by the same company, and is a terrible port with so many bugs and visual issues that even 1 and a half hour of video isn’t enough to show all of the faults of its Xbox 360 and PS3 versions, which are basically the same versions but with some extra bugs on top.

And it isn’t just functionally where their reliance on this bad codebase is permanently crippling DE. Aesthetically, it gutted a lot of the original systems of San Andreas, such as multiple weather presets for each area. Originally, the game had 16 weather presets, and they were all completely different. Now, there are only 4 presets, and even worse, they look the exact same. Even with Classic Lighting, they essentially only match the weather presets of Los Santos, and simply apply those presets to the other areas as well. So now we have green deserts at night.

For context, this is what it’s supposed to look like.

It’s the same deal in Las Venturas.

So they didn’t actually fix shit in the aesthetic department. Whether it was out of laziness, technical inability due to the shit codebase, or the expectation that no one would play or travel outside of LS is anyone’s guess. But hopefully it becomes crystal clear that there was nothing actually improved, and anyone that still wants to claim otherwise is either blind or a moron who doesn’t respect artistic integrity.

(If you wish to get more details about this particular issue, I recommend TJGM’s video on the topic.)

And lastly, I want to address that any actual bug fixes from the new mobile version that someone might point out were NEVER issues in the original game to begin with. They’re purely from this shit version and are essentially just patching what they fucked up. To give you an example: animated props, such as the Burger Shot in Verona Beach and the oil rigs in Las Venturas worked perfectly in the original, but were broken in the demaster and fixed later on mobile. People are essentially praising fixes for issues that were never a part of the actually good versions, which I simply find funny and depressing to think about.

So, I’m still left wondering: “Why do people like GTA Definitive Edition now?” None of the issues they fixed were part of the originals, and there are still massive downgrades present that will either never get fixed, or simply can’t be fixed. Polishing a turd will not make it anything other than a turd, and yet the fanboys still defend the turd as if it was anything more than a turd. They happily lick it up, and don’t question it. My hope is that you see the turd for what it is and simply walk around it, like any other person would.

By • Writings • 1

Oct 5 2023

Terminal 1

Here’s one of those posts that aims to accumulate smaller things I’ve done, as… promised? I suppose that is the word I’m looking for, even though I technically don’t owe anyone anything. This place is just my own pad to write out my thoughts as I feel like it. It could be about eating socks for all I care. Makes me wonder if there’s a forum for that, actually. Anyway, enough of the pre-ramble. I’m going to tackle each topic individually.

When The Case Is Silver

Last month, I’ve completed all of The Silver Case and enjoyed it a lot. To those not in the know, it’s a visual novel/adventure game released in 1999 for the PS1 in Japan, later translated and remade for modern platforms in 2016. It was Suda51’s first game under his company, Grasshopper Manufacture, as well as the first game set in the so-called “Kill the Past” universe. I can’t really explain said universe well myself, but I do recommend you check out its associated games when you have the time.

As said before, I enjoyed the game a lot. I found its story very engaging, the characters well written, and the environment incredibly fascinating. The social commentary in particular stood out to me, tackling things like corporate greed, urbanization and police. Though I find its commentary on the internet the most incredible, keeping in mind that the game was written in the late 90’s, and yet it shows a good understanding for its culture that early on. It discusses things like how a lot of the people there make their own spaces and language for others to discover and understand, which is something that I feel is still very relevant to this day. (Yes, even to this blog!!)

Beyond that, the music is also very awesome. It fits all of the game’s environments beautifully. My personal favorite theme has to be the HCU theme that plays when you’re in the building, not just because it’s awesome, but also because it really fits the investigation theme of the game. One other thing I also like is the uniqueness of each chapter. They all have their own art style in both the UI and the art itself, making for a very visually interesting game to play through.

I do have some minor qualms however. The Placebo scenario was sometimes incredibly boring in the first chapters, to the point of putting me off playing them any further. However, I do think they and the story in general really pick up in the later chapters, so it’s not a big deal to me. One other thing I’m not personally a fan of is the controls. They are very unorthodox, which even the tutorial admits to, but it doesn’t really make them any more pleasing to use. While you can get used to them somewhat quickly (and I have in fact done so), there were still times where I had to consider what to press for a moment.

All in all, a great game that I recommend anyone plays through. Even if visual novels or adventure games aren’t exactly your thing, it’s definitely worth a try for the story alone. As for me, I’ll continue the adventures in this universe when I get around to playing more of Flower, Sun and Rain.

Be Thankful Towards The Scientist

While not exactly a Soulseek find, I did mention one time that I wanted to share any cool music I found, so here’s my opportunity to do so.

While I was watching English Ben’s stream, I noticed a certain song playing that I enjoyed more than any of the other usual songs he plays (which I do enjoy as well). It had a blend of jazz fusion and progressive metal, two things that I really enjoy. Reading through the title on his overlay, I could see it was a song titled Chromology by Thank You Scientist. I commented on the song in his chat, and he responded by recommending me any of the albums to listen to. So that’s what I did. Sort of. While I initially just listened to that aforementioned song on repeat, I decided to eventually listen to the whole album the song came from. And man, was it a list of pure bangers. I couldn’t get enough of it, and soon enough I was putting it on repeat like 80 times by now. The sheer uniqueness of the sound and it’s amazing performance makes me come back to it, and I even gave one of their earlier albums a shot, and also enjoyed it. I’ll probably go through some more of their stuff soon.

If you like both jazz fusion and progressive metal, you’ll definitely love Thank You Scientist. Give them a shot sometime.

Some Other Odds And Ends

And now some smaller things that didn’t really justify an entire section. First, I’ll be going to a concert on the 12th, which I’m very excited for. It’s for a trip-hop band called Archive which I’ve enjoyed for a number of years at this point. This will be technically my third concert ever, the first being for Dream Theater and my second being for Porcupine Tree. (Which is my all-time favorite band!!! You’d know if you read my music page on the main site.) I’m definitely looking forward to seeing them play.

Second, I’ve considered reading Homestuck again. Yes, how preposterous of me, having a Homestuck-themed website and URL despite not having read all of it. The reason I put off on doing so (for reference, I was 1/3rd of the way through) was because I felt it progressed at a snail’s pace during Act 5 Act 1 and 2 and lost my interest. I was being very harsh on it and felt that maybe it just wasn’t my thing, but to be honest, I’ve reconsidered that and I’m not so sure anymore. I don’t know when I’ll start again, but I’m assuming sometime later this month or so. I’m willing to be slightly more patient this time, but I’ll probably fully check out if I still just can’t handle it.

So yeah, this is what I’ve been up to. I enjoy rambling about stuff like this in this format, rather than having to make an entire lengthy post about one thing to justify it being a separate post. I’ll most likely do it again soon. No ETA this time. I don’t like forcing myself to write something on a regularly scheduled basis.

By • Ramblethon • 0

Oct 4 2023

She Dash on my Geometry till i World

This blog has a pretty slow update pace, all things considered. I find it funny that immediately after I said I wanted to make the music library posts weekly, I drop off for a month. Truth be told though, my music library updates have minimized a lot, and I typically don’t have that much to talk about for entire new posts. Perhaps I should consider making general life updates and accumulate the smaller things that I do into one post. Maybe I will. For now, here’s a post about a game I’ve spent a bunch of time on recently: Geometry Dash!

Yes, I’m playing a mobile game way past it’s prime. Shut up. To be more serious though, I used to play this a bunch in 2014 as a kid, back when it was considerably more popular in the general flow of the internet. And I predictably sucked. I could barely even finish the first level in normal mode, which I completed on my second try as an adult now. I suppose my video game skills aren’t entirely hopeless after all.

However, also predictably, the later main levels on Insane difficulty kicked my ass pretty good. I eventually beat them, but they were still very challenging to me, either because my brain does a fart and I fuck up a jump too early or too late, or because I genuinely don’t know the click pattern, and need a bit of practice or readjusting before passing that point. I do find beating the main levels very fun and rewarding though. You have infinite tries and a practice mode, so you’re not stressed by a limited amount of lives, and you can always replay any particular section you struggle with. And you tend to get pretty cool rewards in the form of an icon or vehicle, an achievement, and a sense of pride and progression (reward not applicable for all customers).

While I haven’t dabbled a lot into user-created stuff, I did get through a small handful of map packs and a few levels I found on my own. I do intend to dive more into this world when I beat all the main levels, but for now, the main levels keep me plenty occupied. The later and harder ones especially get a lot more engaging, as they’re way more visually interesting than the beginner levels, and have the challenge to make you want to sit down, practice the patterns, and eventually beat them. So far, the latest (and hardest) level I’ve beaten is Theory of Everything. I enjoy it’s visuals and music a lot, and I can see myself replaying it a bunch, either to collect the secret coins, or just for the hell of it.

So yeah, this has been my latest gaming venture. I do have one more for you though.

I’ve recently decided to completely call it quits with Counter-Strike. I played it a bit with friends since about a month or two ago and it was seriously an incredibly miserable experience. If you’re not going with a full stack, you need the patience of a saint to tolerate the toxic and terrible teammates. Even with that, it still causes tension between friends because of a fail on someone’s end. Overall, it’s just not a fun experience, and instead of dragging it out further like I have been, I’ve completely quit. I sold off any and all skins I had and uninstalled it. I don’t ever plan to come back to it at any point, and I hope I won’t have to.

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Sep 6 2023

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I’ve started to think that I should do these weekly, so here’s your weekly music library post, I suppose. I really oughta make some other posts to vary it a bit more, but that’s a problem for later.

As of today, my music collection officially (as opposed to unofficially) reached 136 GB!

You might be wondering: “Wait, your collection quadrupled, but the size only grew by about half???” Yes, and that was on purpose. Very quickly I decided to give up on this whole hi-res thing, since, again, I can’t tell the difference between 96kHz and CD quality. Therefore, while I’m still getting FLACs when possible, they’re all CD quality (44.1kHz, 16-bit), which is perfectly adequate for me, not to mention that they’re easier to find. Plus, since they’re lossless, I can easily transcode them down the line to something else without having to worry about transcoding from lossy to lossy and making the quality suffer a bit.

As for my music player: I gave up on WACUP literally the day after my last post, which is pretty funny in retrospect. But to be honest, the limitations of WACUP were starting to annoy me. For one thing, it does not support disc numbers, so any multi-disc albums aren’t properly sorted, which is very annoying. And there are some very minor nitpicks, like the little spectrum analyzer on the player not working that well with higher sample rate stuff. Still, they and the more major issues got to me, so I switched to a very suitable alternative, and that is foobar2000!

I really like this music player a lot. The interface is very pleasing to me (and to be honest, I functionally prefer it for browsing a music library), the spectrum analyzer works brilliantly with anything I throw at it, and I can even minimize it to a tray icon! In general, it’s worked brilliantly for my needs the past week and I don’t really see myself using anything else in the future. I do plan to try other alternatives as a fun side hustle, but foobar already does everything I want it to do, so it’s unlikely I’ll switch, but who really knows.

I still use Spotify for my phone, and I don’t see that changing anytime soon, but I am still buying albums from Bandcamp and downloading them. I personally have more attachment to music if it’s something I legally bought. While Soulseek still works great for the music I want, there’s something about music I bought for my own money that gives me more sentiment for it.

(I literally bought Super Ghostbusters the moment I found out that it existed on Bandcamp.)

So yeah, that’s been the progress so far. I’m slowly running out of albums that I’ve heard of before to download on Soulseek (in fact I probably already did, minus any Bandcamp releases I wish to buy for myself, of course), so at this point it’s mostly getting stuff from artists or bands that up to this point I only listened to one album from. Really, the music discovery is kinda what enticed me to use Soulseek and to start my library in the first place, so if I find anything cool I end up liking, I’ll make sure to share it here!

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Aug 28 2023

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I was supposed to make this post exactly a week after the original post but I’m too impatient, so I’m doing it RIGHT NOW. Because it’s my fucking blog.

As of literally today (current date) (yes I’m doing this bit again) my music library has reached a whopping 87 GB!

I know you’re going to ask “how the fuck”, and I will answer. Basically, from the very beginning, I was always going for downloading FLAC files for the highest quality, since I figured, if I’m going to download music, I might as well go all the way. Yes, that includes hi-res FLACs with 96kHz and all that jazz. Plus, I do listen to a variety of music and artists so I tend to switch often, hence the amount of albums and songs.

Some of you will rightfully point out that it can be difficult to tell the difference between lossy and lossless, and it’s true. I can barely tell between FLACs and MP3s or even streaming via Spotify. Ultimately, it boils down to me being more happy if the files are lossless and in higher quality, hence my insistence on downloading all of the music in this format. Yes, this does mean it takes up a hellaloalaolot of space compared to an MP3 library, but I don’t really mind personally.

(My epic music setup. I think it fits the various metal albums that are on there.)

As for Spotify? …I still use it. Yes, I know, I LIED like the evil gremlin I am, but to be honest it’s very difficult to manage such a library elsewhere, and I’ll explain why. Essentially, my main ways of acquiring music go between Bandcamp and Soulseek (really fucking good app, btw), and while I can download stuff from Bandcamp just fine, synchronizing the whole library on my phone is basically impossible, unless I redownload or transcode EVERYTHING into MP3, since most of my music is in FLAC and comes from Soulseek or even torrents. And since a lot of stuff I listen to is on Spotify already, since it’s mostly from labels, I still use it for when I’m out and about. Sometimes there are exceptions, but I typically either download them on my phone anyway, or more likely, I use YouTube and move on.

Of course, me using Soulseek doesn’t mean I completetly gave up on Bandcamp. I still buy and plan to buy more albums from there when my monetary status allows me to, but for now, the vast majority of music I obtain is from Soulseek, due to the confusing amount of music download websites and the very high prices they charge for the hi-res versions of albums on them. Plus, some of the stuff isn’t even on those websites.

(Did I mention I like Soulseek? My username is “Karkat”; feel free to browse and check out what I have so far.)

So, that is the status of my music library as of today. While I still use Spotify for portable devices, I’m a lot less reliant on it than I used to be, which I think is a net positive. The library will definitely continue to grow as I discover new music and replay some old favorites.

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